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Bitter Love Songs

by Loney Childress

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1.
VERSE1 There comes a time in every man's life when he thinks about what might have been. Would I have turned left instead of right if I had it to do again? But I know you love me and that I'm in love with you. So I think that I would do that same thing all over again. CHORUS1 See I could have stardom, I could have fame Everyone all over would know my name. Have a big house, have a fancy car but none of that stuff would fo very far. Have lots of money, a private plane, But somehow it just wouldn't be the same 'cause all of this and more would never do If I Don't Have You, If I Don't Have You If I didn't have you, I'm thinking nothing else would do. VERSE2 So let bygones be bygones I'm thinking things have turned out right 'cause if I'd have done anything different I might not be here with you tonight. And I know you love me and that I'm in love with you So I know that I would do the same thing all over again. CHORUS1 See I could have stardom, I could have fame Everyone all over would know my name. Have a big house, have a fancy car but none of that stuff would fo very far. Have lots of money, a private plane, But somehow it just wouldn't be the same 'cause all of this and more would never do If I Don't Have You, If I Don't Have You If I didn't have you, I'm thinking nothing else would do. CHORUS2 See I could be washed up, Lose my fame No one around would remember my name. They could take my house and take my car but none of that stuff changes who you are. If I was down in the gutter, down in the drain would your love for me still remain? 'cause I don't know what I would ever do If I Don't Have You, If I Don't Have You If I didn't have you, I know that nothing else would do.
2.
VERSE1 All I know is I'm confused See I just met a girl and I think I'm falling for her So should I take a chance or should I just ignore her Or if I do to much will she leave me instead? But I do believe I'm growing fond of you I do believe that we are more than just good friends I do believe we'll be together 'til the end But I just don't know if I can get it through my head CHORUS What will it take to show you how I feel? What will it take to prove this one's for real? I think I love you, at least I hope I do and I really hope you think you love me too. VERSE2 All I know is I'm a mess See I don't want to lose this girl now I confess But can I find the words to get it off my chest? I just don't know if I can get it through my mind. CHORUS What will it take to show you how I feel? What will it take to prove this one's for real? I think I love you, at least I hope I do and I really hope you think you love me too. CHORUS What will it take to show you how I feel? What will it take to prove this one's for real? I think I love you, at least I hope I do and I really hope you think you love me too. I really hope you think you love me too. Ohh I do believe I'm growing fond of you I do believe we'll be together 'til the end 'cause I do believe I'm growing fond of you.
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Forever 05:29
VERSE1 My memories of you have never died but seeing you again seems to bring back more This feeling deep down won't subside And I know you wonder what I love you for Oh the times we've had together everything is so right That is until you go and call a cop But all the armies in this great big world will never be enough to make me stop. CHORUS 'Cause I'm gonna be with you forever and that's what I get for loving you And I'm gonna love you forever 'cause I ain't got nothing better to do VERSE2 They say what I feel isn't real, but you just don't know how real it seems. You've taken my very heart and become the object of my thoughts and dreams. But I never will forget when you shot me in the arm. Oh it felt just like a bullet through my heart. But time has healed those wounds and now I realize that the two of us..we will never part. CHORUS 'Cause I'm gonna be with you forever That's what I get for lovin' you. Oh and I...I'm gonna love you Forever 'cause I ain't got nothing better to do. No I ain't got nothing better to do. BRIDGE If what they say is true then this could never be love 'cause there is nothing there for you. But my heart would be torn in two so this has gotta be love oh tell me what am I to do? Everything will turn out fine or am I dreaming? I must be dreaming. Don't ever wake me up. SAX SOLO (bk vocal) Why don't you let me go. (bk vocal) Why don't you let me go. (bk vocal) Why don't you let me go. I'll never let you go. CHORUS 'Cause I'm gonna be with you forever That's what I get for lovin' you. And I'm gonna love you Forever 'cause I ain't got nothing better to do. I'm gonna be with you forever. Listen to what I'm telling you. And I'm gonna love you forever 'cause I ain't got nothing better to do. No I ain't got nothing better to do. Oooo. I ain't got nothing better to do. Oooo. I ain't got nothing better to do. Oooo.
4.
VERSE1 Tonight was going to be the night I tell you that I love you and it all will turn out right. You're everything I've wanted and more and I really hope that I'm the one that you've been looking for. But when I went to tell you when I tried to make you see. You said "We'll always be good friends but that's all we'll ever be". Well I don't think so. That's not good enough for me. CHORUS 'Cause I don't wanna be your friend though you may disagree. It's easier to hate you for what you're doing to me. I'd rather have it all or nothing one day you'll understand. I don't wanna be your friend but I'd love to be your man. VERSE2 This isn't how I hoped it would end. You tell me that you love me but only as a friend. You said you just don't see me that way.....no. Nice guys finish last At least that's what they say. Well what am I supposed to do now that you put me in my place? 'Can we go back to the way things were?' How can you say that to my face? Well don't you worry. I'll be giving you your space. CHORUS 'Cause I don't wanna be your friend though you may disagree. It's easier to hate you for what you're doing to me. I'd rather have it all or nothing one day you'll understand. I don't wanna be your friend but I'd love to be your man. Guitar and Organ solos CHORUS 'Cause I don't wanna be your friend though you may disagree. It's easier to hate you for what you're doing to me. I'd rather have it all or nothing one day you'll understand. I don't wanna be your friend but I'd love to be your man.
5.
VERSE1 Look at me, I've gotta let you know If you'll take my hand I'll never let you go Ready to spend my life with you I'm hoping you feel the same way too. CHORUS1 'Cause ever since you've been around You make me Feel like a Hero There is no turning back now You make me feel like a hero There's nothing that I can't do Even if that's not true I feel like a hero VERSE2 I can't wait to hold your hand in mine Then I'll be yours until the end of time Ready to spend my life with you I'm hoping you feel the same way too. CHORUS2 'Cause with you I'm at my best You make me feel like a hero No more damsel in distress You make me feel like a hero There's nothing that I can't do Even if that's not true I feel like a hero VERSE3 MALE PART: Look at me, I've gotta let you know If you'll take my hand I'll never let you go FEMALE PART:Ready to spend my life with you CHORUS3 MALE PART: CHORUS1 FEMALE PART : CHORUS2 I'm hoping you feel the same way too.
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Natalie 03:53
VERSE 1 You were just reading a novel About a man you wish you'd met, Broken down with disappointment 'cause he hadn't shown up yet. What happened to the heroes that you'd always read about? You're thinking that that may not be the way that things work out. It didn't have to be CHORUS Natalie I'm sorry for leaving you all alone I never wrote, never stopped by never called you on the phone, I was too busy doing my own thing If I'd of only knew One day I would fall in love with you. VERSE2 I was writing BITTER LOVE SONGS, that I didn't understand, but it's funny how everyone believes you when you're singing in a band. Was I just preoccupied or just too blind to see? But I didn't know that one day you would mean the world to me. It didn't have to be. CHORUS 2 Natalie I'm sorry for leaving you all alone. I never wrote, never stopped by never called you on the phone, I was too busy doing my own thing I didn't know that I could win If I had only met you back then. GUITAR SOLO VERSE 3 Sometimes I wonder how it would be if we had met before. But now that we're together it doesn't matter anymore. CHORUS Natalie I'm sorry for leaving you all alone I never wrote, never stopped by never called you on the phone, I was too busy doing my own thing If I'd of only knew One day I would fall in love with you. Natalie Natalie Natalie Natalie
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VERSE 1 I guess I don't get out much any more I'm not sure what life is even for oh how could this be, how did it happen to me it's never been like this before I guess I just spend hours by the phone I'm so tired of being alone They say what I feel just isn't real but this phoney feeling has grown. CHORUS Oh there's gotta be a purpose in life for this More than just shattered dreams, pain, and emptiness. Oh there's gotta be a reason I can see Or is One Sided Love just for fools Fools like me. VERSE2 I guess my life's become an open book I've crossed this street without a single look. Plenty of fish in the sea I'd found the right one for me Just forgot to bait the hook. I know that I'll be over you someday but what a price I'll have to pay Yesterday you were mine, everything was fine. Guess you didn't see it that way CHORUS Oh there's gotta be a purpose in life for this More than just shattered dreams, pain, and emptiness. Oh there's gotta be a reason I can see I guess One Sided Love just for fools Fools like me that can't seem to find Can't seem to find their way oh no and I know I feel like I have thrown the last few years of my life away VERSE 3 I hope that I'll be over you someday. CHORUS Oh there's gotta be a purpose in life for this More than just shattered dreams, pain, and emptiness. Oh there's gotta be a reason I can see I guess One Sided Love just for fools
8.
But Can I? 04:40
Verse1 It didn't take much girl for you to lure me in. But I would stay away from you baby if I had it to do again. You told me that you don't want me and that you love another man. But if you really don't want me baby why are you with me every time you can> CHORUS 'Cause you can't make up your mind. And you won't even try. You can't make up your mind girl I oughtta say goodbye. But can I? VERSE2 Oh I was walking down the street and I say her just the other day. My eyes met hers even though I was tryin' to look the other way. She said she wanted to see me but I told her I can't lye. I said I'd had it with you what you put me through Why don't you go pester another guy? CHORUS 'Cause you can't make up your mind. And you won't even try. You can't make up your mind girl I oughtta say goodbye. But can I? I just don't know. CHORUS You can't make up your mind. And you won't even try. You can't make up your mind girl I oughtta say goodbye. You can't make up your mind. And you won't even try. You can't make up your mind girl I oughtta just say goodbye.
9.
VERSE1 They said 'what's the difference? They're all the same." But I disagree. They said "It's a big deal out of nothing." But it's a big deal to me. 'cause there's only one place that always puts a big smile on my face. CHORUS But I don't go there for the burgers I don't go there for there greasy french fries. I don't go there for the sodas. All of those things are just my alibies 'cause the girl behind the counter is where my hunger truly lies. That's where it is. VERSE2 They said "try somewhere different' but that's ok 'cause it always fails. 'Cause nowhere else has her smile her beautiful eyes or her ponytails. 'cause there's only one place that always puts a big smile on my face. CHORUS But I Don't go there for the burgers I don't go there for there greasy french fries. I really should ask her out soon or I'm the one that's gonna be super-sized 'cause the girl behind the counter is where my hunger truly lies. CHORUS I Don't go there for the burgers I don't go there for there greasy french fries. I don't go there for the sodas. All of that junk is just my alibies 'cause the girl behind the counter is where my hunger truly lies. That's where it is. It's time to eat..it's time to eat It's time to eat..it's time to eat It's time to eat..it's time to eat 'cause that's where my hunger truly lies. That's where it is. It's where my hunger truly lies.
10.
Not Bad 03:53
VERSE1 There's something wrong with the world today It's obvious to see But it's hard to blame anyone in a blameless society Now I admit I don't see everything in strictly black and white But all you see is shades of gray and I don't think that's right CHORUS Why are we bad when we're not bad? Why are we good when we're not good? I don't regret the times I've had I guess that makes me bad 'cause I'm not bad. VERSE2 Now early on they teach us what's right and what we should not do But it all gets twisted around by the time we're through Now they tell us what we learned is wrong The way things ought to be They tell us what to protest It all seems kind of backwards to me CHORUS VERSE3 You can know a man by his friends but by his enemies too So the more one comes under fire The more what he says is true. Now you're finding other rebels like you so you can make your voices loud But I insist you're not a rebel at all You're just conforming to a different crowd. CHORUS
11.
VERSE1 Once I was lost, as lost can be Not knowing where to go, no one looking for me Like a possession in the lost and found you picked me up and turned my life around CHORUS So why would you ever call me a hero? Did I do anything you wouldn't do? You had an emergency and I took the opportunity to do the things that friends are supposed to So Don't Call Me a Hero, 'cause my hero is you. VERSE2 So I'm sorry for taking it this way but how could you say that I'm the one who saved the day? 'Cause if it weren't for me knowing you my so-called-hero days would all be through. CHORUS BRIDGE Since knowing you I'm feeling stronger Running faster than I ever have before. Go any distance, I'll go longer. Tell me who could ask for more? INTRO TO CHORUS So if you ever need my help again Consider it a favor to a friend CHORUS2 Why would you ever call me a hero? Did I do anything you wouldn't do? You had a calamity and I took the opportunity to do the things that friends are supposed to So Don't Call Me a Hero... CHORUS

about

"Bitter Love Songs" started as a project to record some old songs I never got to perform or record. Originally it was just to have a few old songs like "Forever" and "one Sided Love" and would also include my recent movie soundtrack songs like "Don't Call Me a Hero" and "I Feel Like a Hero".

But the project continued to expand as I found more songs I wanted to include as well as started writing new ones for the album such as "If I Don't Have You" and "I Don't Wanna Be Your Friend".

But who wants to listen to just a bunch of bitter love songs? If you don't, that's ok. Only 4 songs on the album are truly bitter songs ("But Can I?", "Forever", "One Sided Love", and "I Don't Wanna Be Your Friend"). The rest are...well....more on the sweet side? The songs on this album were written over a period of 20 years so needless to say I have changed as much as my songwriting has.

Please enjoy and thanks for listening. If you like what you hear, download it or buy a CD and maybe I won't write a bitter song about you someday. (just kidding).

- Loney Childress

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released August 3, 2013

Bitter Love Songs was recorded by BflatMedia (Loney Childress). All songs were written, recorded, mixed and mastered by Loney Childress. Copyright 2013 BflatMedia.

Additional Performers:

Bradd Childress: guitar ("Don't Call Me a Hero", "One Sided Love")

Janine Livett: female lead on "I Feel Like a Hero",

Natalie Childress, Janine Livett and Joni Snyder : backup vocals on "Don't Call Me a Hero"

Natalie Childress - backup vocals on "Forever"., "But Can I" and "Not Bad".

All other instruments and vocals were performed by Loney Childress including:
vocals, bass, keyboards, guitar, all lead guitars, tenor saxophone.


Special thanks to Bradd Childress, Janine Livett, Natalie Childress, Joni Snyder for their performing help.

Very Special thanks to Natalie Childress for all of her help, time and dedication to me during this process. And for putting up with my constant "Does this sound right?" questions.

Also thank you to everyone I've ever performed with for helping shape my music.

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Loney Childress Pahrump, Nevada

Loney Childress is a musician, filmmaker, and electrician from Pahrump, Nevada. As a member of "Flood Zone", he recorded two original song albums from 1997-1999. Since then he has worked on 9 albums in all including three that feature music scores to his Independent Films.

His newest work "Bitter Love Songs" demonstrates his talent as a songwriter, vocalist, studio engineer, and instrumentalist.
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